50 more days to end of the year!

I am getting lazy with updating my blog.. maybe got influence by the Divine one. For a start, I am not really busy lah, just plain laziness... sometime got inspirations to write something but then the tomorrow then do it mentality kicked in.

I think I am getting back into my workaholic mode, for a start I had been doing quite a fair bit of OT which means I got more money lor. But for me, more money equals to more senseless spending.. emm, planning for my holidays emm, but spend more money when I should be using the money to pay my debts... emm, have to think twice. Maybe should just stay home and clean up my room instead of going somewhere..

Love life is not getting anywhere.. but not too bad also. Zhu is real busy so have not managed to talk to her for the past week or so.. drop her an sms and got a reply the next day, told me she is running a very tight schedule.. so drop her a message telling her I will stop calling her during this period and asked her to drop me an SMS when she is free to chat.. maybe it is time to move on? but emm, actually I am quite happy with singlehood, no commitments, no need to worry about how you spend your money... not too bad also... we shall see how lor..

Been getting reflections on how life had treated me well and learn to appreciate the good things around me. I was onboard the MRT from City Hall back home when it dwells on me that I had come a very very long way since my secondary school days where I had to work after school to earn my own pocket money.. a time when I asked myself when will I earned a $2000 salary.. and now I am way above that but emm, one thing I never learnt is to spend my money wisely.. I am blessed with a good paying job but emm, I am broke most of the time... it have to change somehow.. I have to grow up.. even when I am 31 yr old already..

Children really grow fast, was playing with nephews today and realise how big they are now, it seems just yesterday when they were just babies learning to sit and crawl and now they are running around and asking you lots of questions.. emm, time reallt flies lor..

What do I intend to do in the last 50 days of the year? For a start, I had to finish the outstanding stuff at work and time is running out, given all the disturbance I have.. emm, hope I pull through lor.. next is to cut my debts down as much as possible before Bonus day, so that I dun have to spend the chunk of my bonus paying of my debts. Will try to clear 2 accounts but it looks unlikely, especially after paying my mom the money I owe her... emm, see how it goes lor..

I shall end here, dunno when will I do a post again but just wish everyone reading this to spent their day fruitfully and their money wisely..