48 days more!

Hello there, whoever it is reading this post. I had always been fascinated by the blogs of other people and finally decided to start my own blog. For a start, pls pardon my poor grammar and vocabulary, I am trying to make my post in simple and readable language. Anyway, for a guy heading into the thirties (I am 29++) in 48 days time, I am getting a bit confused, frustrated, easily agitated by almost everything... emm, and the worst is that I don't know why. Maybe it is becos of my job? my financial problems? family problems? loneliness? emm, no answer to that. Probably after typing what I am thinking on my mind will help me find my directions.

Anyway, I just got back from a holiday in Thailand, it was quite an enjoyable trip and I seriously dun even feel like coming back to face the shit in my workplace. The trip is also sort of an escapade from my workplace problems. Before the trip, I send out an e-mail to all the "bigshots" stating my frustrations with the slow progress of decision making (is this common for GLCs?). Emm, tomorrow have to be back in company again. Boring! Wonder what shit awaits me, gonna lose my sleep thinking of the workload waiting for me.

What did I do over the weekends? emm, oh, I get to vote for the first time. And guess what I ticked the upper box instead of the lower one like most people does. I seriously dun believe that they can trace what I voted. But emm, again, there are so many peoples that told me about their stories after voting for the opposition. True or not true? emm, I had 5 yrs to find out... Dunno what happened, either I am having a jet lag (for 1 hr time difference) or I drunk too much during the holiday. I felt so restless and tired. I slept through the whole afternoon and only woke up in the evening to watch the election results. Then it is back to bed. SUNDAY! emm, woke up at about 8 am to go to the market to do some shopping for my mom. I had to do that every sunday to fulfil my obligations as the eldest son.... boring.. After that, just had my breakfast and surfed the net till about 1 pm before meeting Mr Mike to buy some cardboards. Emm, I think I had serious problems keeping my money where it should be, I must always spent every cents then I am happier. Dun know why? Is this a medical condition? any cure? Anyway, spent $1319 buying some cardboards which I dunno if I can sell or not, this to add to the $660 I spent buying boxes of cardboards on saturday.. (ya, now I remember what else I did on saturday). Emm, think I better end here as it is getting late and I had to take my shower and coffee before going to Ebay to list my cardboards, then it is off to bed. I hope I can sleep tonight cos I am always losing sleep on the day before the workday. Anyway, to whoever is reading this, have a great week ahead and thanks for reading this boring post... Nite and Sweet Dreams....