Brain Freeze

I am considering getting my brain freeze up if that is possible. So that I can stop worrying and frustrating myself over almost everything. I feel that I had to make this post to list down what I had in my mind now so that I can recap the moment in the future or just laugh it away.

For a start, I had a cursh on a colleague at my workplace but emm, today find out that she just got attached to a Malay guy working together with her at the same department. Do I feel sad? Ya, I think so, my heart is aching now. Maybe if I approach earlier I may have a chance but emm, what is new? Good things dun wait for you. No guts no glory. I guess life have to go on.

Remedial training had been great so far. I realised that I like been surrounded by people doing the same activites as me, less say for work lah. I remember the time when I was doing my degrees or during my advanced dip class. It as so much fun and such a stress reliever to have people around to talk cock and chat about daily things. emm, I am contemplating to go back to study again.

I had not called my CHING for more than a week now. It seems that we have less and less things to talk. Everytime when I called her, she would always be busy be something. Maybe I am just been sceptical. Have fate and thing may work out. And yes, I will be going to China at end august to visit her, she forgo the opportunity to go to Guangzhou as she will no have much free time after August. Maybe she does that so that we can thrash thing out once and for all. Keeping my finger cross.

It is 10:08 pm now, in less than 2 hrs it will be august. So how was the first month of the second half of the year, I would say so-so. Work wise I am coping well, but financially and emotional I am almost getting into a mess. As mentioned earlier, I gonna have to get some money from somewhere to settle all the upcoming events. Keeping my fingers crossed on this also.

Well. I guess this is it. Kudos and thanks to all the good folks who still cares about me. Thank you and bless you people.