Oh Mine! The Year is Ending!

Hello? I finally decided to update my Blog after more than 5 months.. Many things have changed, for a start, I am now a 30 years old man. I had also quitted my well paid job with ST Kinetics to work as a Financial Adviser... Looking back in the last few months... I asked myself if I had really use my time productively? emm, yes, I suppose considering the amount of change I had brought to my ex-company and no for the past few months since I quitted my last job.

Financial Adviser - Angel or Bane? I always asked myself this question, I always project myself as a angel been send down by the almightly one to save the world.. telling people about the importance of financial planning but emm, recently I am having thoughts that maybe I am a bane to the society.. or at least what most of the FA are doing are not of the correct manner... Yes, people like to listen to nice things but I think it is not ethnical nor professional if we give people a chance to identify their needs and help them select the products they need... most of the times people sell by product pushing. Is a FA a professional or a salesman? emm, for me I want to be a professional but emm, been professional is eating into my finances. No offends to anyone reading this... This is just my view.

Friends/Buddies - They are in Bangkok for their expendition... how I wish I could join them. Emm, was telling one of colleagues the differences been self employed and been an employee. Been self employed, you have the time but may not have the money but emm, been employed, you may have the money but not the time. Anyway, in my current situation, I can't even afford a trip to KL...

Me/Myself - I think I am still having this big ego problem or maybe I just need to manage my attitude like what my manager told me. I used to think that I am oh so Mr Stress Resistant, Hardworking... etc but emm, since I started work as a FA, I think I am not that great after all, compared to my younger female colleagues who are working ever so much harder than me. Shame on me!!! The best thing that had happened to me so far since I started work is that I can now sleep stress free unlike my last job where I can't get a good sleep without having nightmares.. Guess nothing in this world is perfect, you have to sacrifice something in exchange for something...

Next Week - Oh, next week should be great less for monday.. I am gonna be whacked upside down. no sales done, dun meet the prospects requirement, never fixed enough appointment. Have to work harder... Other than that looking forward to my SDU Desaru trip and also my blind date next week..
Oh mine, also I think I am having work related illness, every new person I knew I will think of closing them... hahaha, sicko...

Thanks for whoever is reading this...

With Thanks from Thirty year old sicko..